Teddi Mellencamp breaks silence on the case of the alleged horse trainer

Mellencamp finally addresses her alleged betrayal.

“The real housewives in Beverly Hills”, 44, appeared in the Tuesday episode of “Jimmy Kern Lima” show She opened her alleged relationship with the horse coach, Simon Schroeder, for the first time.

“I never talked about it at all, just because the children, and I never wanted anyone to have a guarantee whether or not it happened, but what I can say is, did I do things that harm others? Yes,” said Milsamb in the podcast.

“To this day, does it still harm my heart and wonder whether this is the reason that the matter was cancer? Yes … as if it was its recovery,” I continued. “So nothing goes without payment.”

In November Cheat On her 13 -year -old husband, Edwin Aruf, with a horse coach, who was also married at the time.

In the same month, Mellencamp applied for a divorce from Arroyave, 48, and the daughter of Slate, 12, Son Cruz, 10 10, and her daughter Dove, 5.

The separate couple stopped divorce procedures temporarily while Mellencamp battles Stage 4 cancer.

“No matter how long it is, it was everywhere,” Milsamb told Kern Lima, 48 years old. You end up glorifying it. Because now not only you have yourself, you have the important other, your children, other important children, and their children. “

“Many people were wounded in the debris,” the former Bravo star continued. “But I can say this from knowledge – debris does not happen on its own. It never happened to me.”

Milnkamb explained that she was “so broken during this part of this part of my life that I did things from my best rule.”

“I think I was very sick at that point. I was looking for comfort anywhere I can get,” I participated. “I felt a lot of pain. I felt severely. I didn’t go to the doctors. I felt a certain thing. The pain was so much that I had reached some extent like him, and I earned I hate to wake up almost in the morning, which I was never of this type of person. I was not myself.”

Mellencamp explained that she did not blame her exposure to the disease for her alleged relationship.

“But I believe that a group of things happened in my life almost at the same time, and I had no control over any of them,” she said. “Just as I ran like chicken with my head cut.”

Elsewhere through Interview, Mellencamp revealed that her family, including Abi John MilkambIn his decision, Arweef affected the divorce of the former couple because of her authenticity.

And she said: “If he wants to, he can still make this divorce and finish this divorce now.” “But my father and my family have just said,” I don’t think this is the right thing for her to be able to try to move now or discover it. “

She added: “It was the case,” Yes, of course. No, we will wait. We will wait until it becomes better, then we will discover it. “

The reality star, which was initially Diagnosis of skin cancer In 2022, she announced in February that there were tumors that were discovered in her brain.

Cancer later spread to her brain and lungs.

“I will lie if I said that I had little anger. Why did this happen to me?” She admitted the battle of cancer on podcast. “In my opinion, I was in good health. I took care of myself. I play sports.”

She also shared it It has a “50/50” diagnosis From doctors, but it is optimistic about its survival.

“I really think this when I say this – and it will make me emotional – I really think I will live,” she said. “I need to believe it.” The reason, if not, it is very sad. “